Cigarettes seem to be my only solace tonight

rememberthepresent:

Depressed as fuck tonight. I was really happy earlier today too. Seems like whenever I let my guard down, I end up regretting it. I try to take the initiative and make myself feel better, but it always seems to just make things worse. Doesn’t help that I feel like I don’t have anyone to talk to about my feelings these days. I don’t want to keep everything I feel bottled up all the time